NOT a good day.

i got ABCDE =(((

i know i passed everything & i can finally promote

but somehow...it doesn't feel right

i'm NOT AT ALL happy with my results

i kinda expected more...

like what my parents have said,

as a retainee i should have done better

i feel so frustrated!!!!!

argh! i HATE myself for it! %#$^&*

argh! maybe i'm just a bitch with issues.

i want more but i can't no didn't do anything about it

truth to be told,

i don't think i done my best

& i f**king HATE myself for it.

my life is forever like this.

never did strive hard

never at the top

never felt proud

argh! whatever la.

not in a good or even ok mood now

u know what?

FUCK ME!

*sorry for the whining

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had enough.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!!!

yay! i'm finally 18! whoooo~

licensed to do whatever i want! =Pp

celebrated my birthday with my family & relatives =)))

it was great!!! =D

i was able to eat! hahahaha

BUT on the actual day itself -.-

i walked HOURS on the stupid Mount Faber Trail

then i spent no wait...

i wasted 6 bucks on some stupid movie

20th Century Boys or smth lidat -.-

OMG! dumbest movie EVERRR!!!

Zzz the only consolation is that today was spent with

my dearest dearest friends =)))

Carol, JiaHao, FangYi, Hazel, Aaron, Derek, Yong le =D

(*omg but the lady didn't know how to use my cam -.-

yl is cut off!!! grrr)

ok...shall blog the details & the rest of the pics tmr =)))

i'm tired & i wanna watch Desperate Housewifes! xD

love that show. just bitchy-ness ttm!!!

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BIG THANKS to ALL Birthday wishes & presents! =D

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!!! =D

life is never the same with them<3

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surprise surprise.

ONE more day...

time really flies. 18 soon!!! =D
how long has it been? our conversation.
is this the first time? on my bday not with you.
haha its so laughable. when i think of you.
can't say i miss you.
can't say i don't.
i don't want to get back tgt
i just want something new. sorry not you.
Friends. yes, me & you.

gonna celebrate My Birthday at home,

with my family & relatives tmr =)))

friends will be on another day. =)))

yay!!! can't wait! hahaha

lots of things happening next week...

results will be out on wed!!! =S

anticipating but also scared! =(

only God knows what will the outcome be. this time

also next week, i have 2 days off!!! wahahahahaha

work is boring!!!!!!!!

hate desk jobs! =(((

if it wasn't for the pay...NO WAY am i gonna do it!

just look at our* pathetic table -.-

yes...carol & i* really are bored! =(

both of us seriously wish we can quit =S

but the salary is just too attractive haha

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lastly, just to share smth Sarah made =D

personally i like the first one better! =Pp

but seriously...

both is just FREAKING GORGEOUS!!!

i LOVE my BITCHES!!!<3

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totally different

4 days of starvation

finally 1 day of eating(ytd)

yupps the 'wonders' of braces

anw i did some shopping recently (*finally!)

i want soooo many things!!!

damnit if only money falls from the sky! haha

i want a new Vinatage Wallet!!!

(*obviously mine is dying soon lol)

these coolio cigarette case like wallet just rawks!

haha *hint to JH!!!

i want a new Bag/Clutch!!!

i want new Dresses!!!(simple or sundress kinds)

i want Kimonos!!!

i want this Vintage Waist Belt!!!

(brown/black?)

i want cute colourful bracelets!

i want this RipCurl Watch!!!

but its like freaking ex! -.- $200+

OMG!!!

lastly, i want this Cake!!! hahaha

*kidding =Pp

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11 Oct-Saturday:

BIG THANK YOU to my dearest bitches clique!!! =D

thanks for celebrating my Birthday early with me

@ HardRock Cafe.

*the only thing i ate & it cost $13.50! -.-

thanks for the presents (*which are all lovely btw) =D

i seriously LOVE u girls!!!

we had FUN didn't we =Pp

Fashion Show.

keline & i from above =Pp

sarah & sam from below.

Cam-whores at the cafe =)))

Toy'R'us.

this was found there. freaking REAL!!!

Toilet.

Secret Garden. haha

ending off with a trip to the Lime Flea Market.

bought a $3 shorts!!! OMG!!! BEST!!! hahaha

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12 Oct-Sunday:

went NY.NY @ Cityhall.

celebrated Fy & Swongs Birthday. =))

Girls.

Guys.

the process of eating...

the GIANTIC YANKEE BURGER!!!

it took 5 people to finish it!

haha can u imagine ONE person finishing it?

fyi, its been done before!

Ny.Ny even has a competition for it haha

anyONE who can finish it by him'herself

*finish=everything including fries!

gets it FREE!!! yes. FREE!!! 0.0

so food lovers, please go try! haha

superrr worth it la!

we had some cotton candy too =)))

*i couldn't eat much tho =(((

& Dk was somewhat afraid of it?

haha no childhood sia!!!

once bored with it.

swong did some magic with it. haha

cotton candy dissolves like seconds in water

& creates some sort of 'crystal' after taking it out.

short toilet break.

*coolio effects by my camera =Pp

then cam-whoring outside Marina Square.

for some reason...mas is in EVERY picture! *tsk

that AA minah!!! whahahahaa

then it was Forlick at *forgot where

we parted ways at town.

Mas, Wh, Dk & I went shopping

haha Dk is SOOOO full of complains =Pp

tsk* anw i bought some bangles

& i'm a Happy Girl! =D

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gonna meet Carol for work now Zzz

geez if it wasn't for the money...

i would NOT do it! =(((

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goodbye.