NOT a good day.

i got ABCDE =(((

i know i passed everything & i can finally promote

but somehow...it doesn't feel right

i'm NOT AT ALL happy with my results

i kinda expected more...

like what my parents have said,

as a retainee i should have done better

i feel so frustrated!!!!!

argh! i HATE myself for it! %#$^&*

argh! maybe i'm just a bitch with issues.

i want more but i can't no didn't do anything about it

truth to be told,

i don't think i done my best

& i f**king HATE myself for it.

my life is forever like this.

never did strive hard

never at the top

never felt proud

argh! whatever la.

not in a good or even ok mood now

u know what?

FUCK ME!

*sorry for the whining

................................................................................................

had enough.