Everything thats happening now is so Downright Stupid can?

all because of what? a FARKED UP misunderstanding? =.=

seriously i don't really wanna give a shit no more

what's done is done

*on both sides

how issit we can ever continue as friends?

i will never know...

since all of u have actually bitched about me already

*when i swear i didn't abt all of u.

being insensitive is when i don't care,

but the fact is i DO care...

thats why i feel all this shit feelings...

Lost.Disappointment.Hurt

but i bet none of u know that...

because none of u asked, none of u cared.

so...thanks.

i can't say i won't entirely mind,

but i know this is for the better?

so its ok... =) i'll still love u...

Went to do my Ezlink Card Today...

the queue was like freaking long? like waited 1/2 hour?

omg! somemore i saw someone i hated in the same queue?

how totally sucky that is? lols

anw met Carol after, we took 190 to Church =)))

*it was one of the most terrible bus rides ever!!!!!

apparently the air-con was like giving out Hot air? =.=

it was so Hot la! both of us couldn't take it at all?!

complained all the way! hahahaha

2day is called 'QIAO' day!

haha because Carol, Stef & I wore leggings tgt!

*was trying to take a nice pic...but kinda hard hahas

due to 'some' reasons =Pp

yay! it wasn't planned k?

this shows how much alike we are? =)))

yupps...my true friends! they rock to the max!

*going swimming with them tmr Morning! hahahas

can't wait! loves loves them can?! =D

its only now that i realise what defines a true friend...

filala: whyissitudunwannatellmewhatswrong

a true friend is someone that stands by me whenever i need him/her

whyissituchoosetodistanturselfawayandthensayitsmyfault

he/she accepts me for who i am & for who i'm NOT

whyissitweusedtobegoodfriendsandnotanymore

he/she doesn't just distant himself/herself from me when problems arises

haveueverstopandthinkthatalltheseweirdnessbetweenus

instead he/she will talk to me about it...

iscreatedbyu...justbecauseheleftu

cause thats what friends are for...

allthesestartedbeforeigotclosewithheranduknowit

we are to share our problems & if possible solve them together

noticeitmoreichangebecauseuchanged

idistantmyselffromubecauseuhavedonesotomefirst
stopcontridictingurself.
somehoworratheriwillstillloveuasmyfriend
causenomatterwhatfriendshipdoesntjustdielikethis
somehoworratheriamgonnabelievethatourfriendshipwilllast
somehow...

in all of these...thank GOD i found u! =)

my true friend, Carol! yes, its u babe!!! =)))

this post is delicated to u...

for u have stand by me through every problem i have this year

u have shown me ur 'love' & concern when i need u most! =D

u have gave me some hope in all of these...

u have made me laugh & smile when i couldn't do it myself

seriously u are like the BEST friend i can have!

without u...i might really just rot & die.,.

THANKS BESTIE!!! I WILL LOVE U TILL THE END!!! xD

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another group of friends i will like to thank:

they are like the BEST bunch of people a retainee could have!

hahahas no offence people! =Pp

here are some pictures i took in sch with them =)

we wore our sec sch uniforms intending to blend in with JC1s

but apparently that plan didn't work...hahas

instead, we bonded amongst ourselves =)))

*Fy & Alvin the thickskin/slutty cam-whores! haha jkjk

tgt with Melvin =)

oh yes...& i went to the Orientation Campfire with Kelly!!! =D

ahhhhhhhhhhh~ damn FUN FUN FUN can?!

omg! GO OG KAIROS!!! whooo~

we were all damn high! which explains my sweat in the pictures

Kelly! =)

Vivian! =)

tgt with Ash. =)

tgt with Xian Feng. =)

tgt with Fuzzy. =)

tgt with Si Qian. =)

tgt with Ashraf! =) *he came back.

me & Joanna =)

i enjoyed myself loads! xD

thanks kelly for getting HIGH with me! =Pp

hahahahas lovees the retainee gang! xD

will blog about my outtings outside of school tmr

too tired & lazy now =Pp

good nights people! =)

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Went on a class(08A01) outting last tue...

it was alrite...can't really say it was fun bah =(

hahas the only funny part was when Mas, Pui Yee, Dong Kai & I

ran to Taka's Seoul Garden so that we can book seats hahas

reason was because another class from pj were also going SG

we were successful!! =)))

so anw, this shows just how typical Kaisu Singaporeans can be! =Pp

while waiting for the rest to slowly catch up...

we took some photos! =)

the rest came & we started to eat =)

pictures taken while eating haha

*oh yes...from this two pics, we can see how Dk isn't interested in

taking pictures with Fy haha

the meat eaters!

the money that was paid. damn SG is earning!

this was taken before we left the school tgt

this was taken after everyone left seperately

left with only Dong Kai, Kelly, Pui Yee & I

*Dong Kai not in pic because we were in a GIRLS toilet =Pp

oh yes...wanna Thank Kelly for accompanying me to JE

buy stuffs...hahahas

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Didn't go school last Wed as i was sick

& also cause i wanted to bake cookies for my dear friends! =)

really wanna thank Mrs Kong for her recipe! =)

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Valentine's Day! =(

ok i'm gonna be unique & adjust it to:

Friendship Day! =)

I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!

Friends are like freaking important in ones life

as they can stand by u in good times & bad

& these are the friends that will last u for life! =)

I wanna use this opportunity to thank all those who encouraged me

when my bf left me...

Special Thanks to Aaron, Carol, JiaHao, Hazel, Fang Yi,

Mas, Kelly, Dawn, Nicole, Kim, Yi Xian & many others =)

all of u are a blessing to me! =)

without u guys...i may just fall apart...thanks for helping me stay strong!

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ok now for some pics taken on this 'special' day

*they bully me =(

didn't take much as i looked damn ugly!

seriously i think Make-Up does WONDERS!

just look at this difference! =)

yupps...i bet this comparison has fully proven my point! haha

anw i went Town with Nicole & Kim after school

we watched PS: I LOVE YOU!!! =DDD

whoo~ freaking nice show!!!

its like seriously romantic & brilliantly acted out! whoo~

everyone should watch it k?! 10/10 stars!!! hahahas

even though i missed the first 30min of the show,

*which is like freak-hell! =(((

i still found it seriously NICE! =Pp

i'm soooo gonna watch that show again! whoo~

worth every cent i paid k?! hahahahas

worth every tear drop i dropped in the show! xD

after watching the show...*didn't bear to leave

we went walking ard, slacking, dinner at Lido...

before heading home...

after which i took many pictures again...hahas

yes i loveee my house lighting! whoo~ =Pp

i loveeee my CAMERA! =D

*i LOVE roses! =)

these are the gifts that i had recieved! whoo~

Loveee my friends seriously lots lots lots! =DDD

i also got a supprise delivery from Him*

it reminded me of why i used to love him...

it's these little things that had me once touched &

filled with love for him before...

everytime, i'm alone...i think about our past

i tend to emo myself...no more tears as i'm quite numb now

but yet sometimes, just sometimes i miss u...

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Went to Church Service just now...

the title of 2day's teaching was about God's great love...

yes its so true...

We as Humans are SO IMPERFECT

thats why we give out IMPERFECT LOVE...

only GOD who is so perfect can give out PERFECT LOVE

thank goodness there's Carol...if not think i will emo again

we went for dinner with the CG,

then we went to visit Aaron before slacking at COFFEE BEAN! =)

we shared a Chicago Cheescake &

a Chocolate ice blended with Whip Cream! xD

we enjoyed ourselfs freaking loads! xD

yes...i love her! for she brought joy to my life! =)))

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Gonna watch Jumper with my family tmr!

Yayness! =D can't wait! =)))

Confused about L.O.V.E

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