issit unwanted already?
weird scenarios...
ignorance, artificial, madness
stupidly confusing & disturbing
mind's wandering...
was it just somewhere along the way?
back smile. its always that

fuck life

Just ate some yummy dumplings my parents brought back

there's Yam Dumpling(my fav!)

& 'siew mai'(which tasted like xiao long bao) =)))

Mmmmm....i'm a happy girl now. hahahas

sometimes food, can really cheer me up. =)))

like just ytd, i was feeling superrrr emo.

as my mind was filled with questions & thoughts.

(*bestie knows why)

so i decided to indulge in some chocolate.

Dove Premium Chocolate =)))

and i found this message on the wrapping.

my instant reaction was "Where's my camera?!"

hahas kidding! that was my SECOND reaction =Pp

my first...was GOD.

i felt that he was telling me i worried too much

(*which was also what bestie said)

and that i should have faith in him...

only then would everything be fine. for i have him with me

=))) seriously! after that. i was refreshed

i felt soooo assured =)))

& things did turn out for the better =DDD

the 'thing' that i was worried abt...'vanished' =)))

so in conclusion. GOD is wonderful.

comfort can always be found in him.

& i'm lucky to be his child. recieving his LOVE everyday =)))

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Went the Tekong Army Camp on wed

the place is like a resort la!!!

(*this is the only picture as we weren't allowed to take pics inside)

O-m-g! totally changed the image i had of it...

always thought the camp would be a dirty, disgusting swampy place

but....i was WRONG!!! 0.0

its amazing how upgraded Singapore has become really. =)

anw to get to Tekong island, we had to take a ferry =)

Ah bengz is damn 'suah ku' hahas

"OMG! the boat has a hole on the bottom leh!" xD

the inside was nice tho =)

the sea view was great too! =)))

(*taken on the top deck)

Retainees. =D

Wee how.

the ferry only took like 10mins?

but the bus ride from our school was ard 45mins!!! O.o

it was kinda boring...so...we turned to FOOD for 'company' =Pp

*i also turned to my camera for self-entertainment =Pp

& this here is Mr 'GREEN' Wong Yang =)))

he volunteered to get his face painted with the army paint =)

but he wasn't the only one...

a GIRL from his class did it too! O.o

to me...she's damn daring! i won't ever do it la!

hahahahas i care for my complexion too much alr =Pp

as chaang would say:

"ren yi jing bu mei liao...yao hao hao zhao gu mah" =Pp

ok...the last part is i add myself one. hahahas

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Somehow...the camp might be 'jinx' =x

as i was SICK the next day!!! =(((

had really bad FLU & SORE THROAT! =(((

so the (*rarely) nice nice Ah bengz gave me this. =)))

its the MOST EFFECTIVE flu medicine ever!!! =D

got cured after taking TWO of this. serious! best! hahas

soooo THANKS AH BENGGZZZ!!! =DDD

after school, Ah bengz, Carol & Jia hao came over to my house

=))) by popular demand...we watched 'She's The Man'

hahahahahas I LOVE CHICK FLICKS! =Pp

they had ice-cream & self-made ice-longan

i didn't eat much as i was sick. =(((

even so...i still went out to meet Berlinda =)))

she never fails to cheer me up! =)))

we caught Hellboy II The Golden Army.

i would rate it 6/10 i guess...didn't really enjoy it that much

*maybe cause i'm sick? =S

anyway...to Berlinda...

i know this few days have been really sucky for u

many stupid unlucky unexpected things had happened

and it has affected ur usual cheery mood

i'm sorry i couldn't do much to help =(

i sincerely wish i could...seeing u sad makes me sad too =(((

i feel so helpless,

not being able to help u, to cheer u up & i'm sorry.

however, i just wanna let u know...

no matter what shit happens...

i'll always be here for u! =)))

i'll be ur listening ear,

i'll be ur crying shoulder,

i'll be ur refuge, ur escapist =Pp

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had church ytd...

thank goodness i'm only suppose to act for next week's ESS

=))) BIMBO BIMBO. heree iii comeee =)))

found this classic vintage blouse from my MUM's cupboard

hahahas i really like it lots! so i wore it to service =)

had different opinions on it. but i don't care! haha

i like it. and thats final! =Pp

ps: this is how un-glam i look like before i shower =Pp

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C.R.A.P

crazy.rotting.agitated.pessimistic

for some reason, my mood is kinda crappy 2day

f**king feel like screaming aloud

but i can't =((( cause if i do...

my whole neighbourhood might just die of shock haha

=((( sorry Berlinda.

i'm really ok...it nothing...

i just feel irritated at the moment

(*god knows why) Zzz

like theres something bugging me

but i just can't put it in words

HATE this feeling!!!!!! Zzz

think the under aged boys i 'met' in the bus 2day

had a small part to play in this.

like seriously. do i look THAT young?!!!

damnit! i'm also NOT deaf u know!!!

i CAN hear what u were saying...

pleaseeee look into the mirror just how old are u only?

i'll soooo NOTT/NEVERRR be interested in u ok!?

Zzz so stop trying to hit on me Zzz

totally NOT flattered by ur DUMB gestures.

get a LIFE...KIDS -.-

Life is full of surprises.

its amazing =)))

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1st surprise: I PASSED ALL TESTS(*for mid yrs)!!!

xD WHOOOOO~

issit like one of the best thing ever? =)))

wheeeeeeeee~

i got CEDDD!!! whahahahahas

yes. it still kinda suck. but seriously as compared to last yr's

(ESUUUU) its a GREAT improvement k!? hahahas

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2nd surprise: got 20 DOLLARS for doing CIP ytd! haha

Event: Osim Triathlon 2008

Venue: East Coast Park

Time: 5am in the MORNING!

$#%^&$%^$#

due to the unbelievable assemble timing,

i had to wake up at 4am in the morning! Zzz

thank goodness, Mummy & Daddy were so nice as to

offer to send me there.

if not...i would have to wake up at 3am instead -.-

Sarah, Keline & Samme cabbed down to my house at 4.45am

& i gave them a lift =)))

there were tons of volunteers already there when we reached

amazingly, everyone was puncture(except us)

despite the ridiculous meeting time 0.o

Keline, Samme & I were assigned to be Carpark Marshals -.-

it was freaking BORING! no cute guys to look at somemore

Sarah was the lucky one...her position was the Crossing Marshals

she got to see everything! -.-

unfairness! =(((

our only consolation was that our posts were VERY slack! =Pp

so we got to walk around abit

& take some pictures =)))

our in-charge was also very nice =)))

his name is David & he's a Indonesian! =D

i LIKE him! hahahahahas

everything was going fine...till it RAINED
-.- & yet we still had to continue 'working'

we had to result to this!

and this!

(un-glamly washing our legs at the sink)

just to keep dry & clean xD

only found out at the end of the day that we get paid $20

which lifted my spirits quite abit =)))

went to meet fz & gang at queensway afterwards,

shopped at ikea for Elton's sister gift.

*ahem & for some 'unknown' reason...

they kept teasing two certain people =Pp

*wonder why? hahas

then we headed down to JCC as Erik & Elton had tennis

hais was forced to accompany Erik take bus51 instead of 197

& ended up being the last to reach JCC lol

oh well...at least the bus ride was fun. =)))

left at ard 6pm & went for dinner at Bukit Batok with my family

=))) the food was great...

the Durian my dad bought was fantastic too =D

slept early for once this week. 11.45 ok! =Pp

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3rd surprise: 7 july =))) a wish came true.

on the same day, Sarah, Keline & I went out to celebrate

SAMME's BIRTHDAY! =)

we gave her this card & her present =)))

Sarah & i did this lovely card the day before =Pp

(*i made the black one)

ok anw back to the main point...

we went to this uber COOL Cupcake place! =)))

*sorry my photo skills are kinda sucky now

ok maybe these will be better. =)

nice rights? nice rights?

the food there was yummy too! =)

it was relatively cheap too =)))

for $15 we get a salad, a meal & a cupcake! =)))

loves it lots lots lots!!! hahas

the ambiance there was great too...

pink walls & olddies pictures just work well tgt =)

here are some pictures =)

after eating our yummy cupcakes...

we went walking ard the nearby shopping centre

the walls there were damn stylish too

like seriously...the whole area was camera-worth ok! haha

even the toilets looked nice hahas

oya then sarah gave us this 'indian head thing' =Pp

i wore it the whole day! hahahas loves it!

left ard 3pm+ and i went down to meet Erik, Elton & Ian

Fz was supposed to come along for the movie outting

but....SHE DIDN'T =(((

so i ended up being stuck with 5 guys Zzz

as Randy & Adriel joined us.

we watched STRANGERS! -.-

like OMG! its a THRILLING show ok!?

i screamed & shouted so many times la. =Pp

however the 2 person sitting beside me seems to be unaffected.

its as if they have low sense of feelings hahahahas jk =Pp

walked ard & saw the s28 ppl =)))

then we took the trained home.

i want to say it was a great outting but due to unspoken reason,

it wasn't. =(

then again...somehow at the end of the day.

one of my wishes came true! =)))

guess the phrase 'rainbow after the rain' is true after all! =D

loving it. him. you.

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