AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

HATE being SICK! =(((

omg! 2008 is seriously NOT a good year for me

so many 'bad' things have happened,

& its dampening my spirts

can't be the happy-go-lucky girl anymore

=((( so pissed at myself for feeling down easily now...

hais was reminded of *him again ytd,

reminded of how u aren't in my life...

you were my movie partner...but now i have no one

baby...i miss u

I so HATE LIFE right now.

whats left?

seriously NOTHING!

i have NO motivation to go school,

let alone motivation to study. F**K IT!

hais You aren't there to comfort me anymore.

They aren't there to make me laugh

& look forward to school anymore.

things are so DIFFERENT now & i HATE it!
Everything that i love is just NOT there anymore.

it's like its slowly fading away

& i there's nothing i can do about it =(

Loss & Helpless

wearing a fake smile everyday

its getting tiring

how long more will it last till?

.......................................................................................................

might be going to the hospital tmr =(

hais seriously hope i'll be well again soon

so badly want to train...competition is nearing

& i DON'T want to give up!

but sometimes, its just so goddamn hard.

i miss them.i miss joy.i miss laughter.i miss happy.i miss baby.i miss you.