too much??

ii tiink ytd was one of d worst nite...hhaix it wasn't reallie my fault but yet euu still blame miie...how was ii to noe?/. euu tiink ii wan tiish kind of thg to happen de mehhs?/. can euu just stop putting miie down...ii mean come on la...everyone makes mistakes...ii hab made a mistake ytd...& ii m sry..

ii hab alreadi said sry, wad more do euu wan?/. seriously if euu tiink abt it again, its also partly urr fault. 3/4 miie fault but at lest 1/4 ishh urr fault lorrs...euu were d one who had d 'power' to stop miie, but didn't riites?/.

hhaix just hope thgs will get back to normal soon...

*hate it wen tiish kind of thg happen b4 exams... hhaix

hhaix euu sld noe miie well le...wen ii m upset, ii will just sae wadd ii lyk.

euu tiink wen ii m upset, ii can smile n talk nicely to euu marrs?/. will ii b able to laugh & chat wif euu?/. pls lorrs...ii can't

ii cried sooo badly last nite partly because of wad happened. but do euu noe d other reason marrs?/. bet euu dunnoe ani thg cus ii doesn't even seems lyk euu cared...calling back ishh of no use lorrs...siince euu started shouting at miie as soon as ii ans d fone...ii mean if euu dun even wan to chat wif miie?/. euu can jus sae okiies?/. no nidd to shout. wad ii nid was someone to hear miie pour out miie troubles for tat dae. but wad did euu do?/. hhaix now ii reallie dun feel lyk talking to euu le...euu can try to call/msg but ii dun tiink ii wld reply. sry

-cried to sleep-

-awake to more tears again-

BORED!!!

oh sooo freaking bored 2dae...haiix woke up damn early la...dunnoe y oso guess can't slp le...

haiix Os coming soon, for some reson ii dun feel lyk studying at all...damn its hard to just sit dere n study haiix...someone save miie!!! gimme d will to study can?/. omg its scary but ii dun feel scare. ahhh ii gonna go crazy!!! nid some excitement here!!! damn ii wish sg was bigger will more thgs to do...

hmms tmr will b gg out wif dardar...yay!! hehes at least gort smth nice to look forward to...hehes ii feel realli happy to b wif him...he has been dere for miie whenever ii nid him...hehehes love him to pieces...jus hope tiish wun change le...

ltr will b meeting honey to stduy...hahahahahas hope ishh realli study n norrt play bahhs...hahahas miss her worrs...hmms hmms hmms bored bored bored at d moment!!! gosh` let smth funnie happen...

lalalalalala

boredom SUX~

Happy+Joyful Dae!!

20 oct 2006

2dae ishh miie birthday!! hahahahas yay swt 16 at last woots` waited sooo long worrs...yes!! hmms 2dae ishh oso miie grad ceremony...it was fun hahas ii laugh lots with d gang yupps...we shed many tears of joy n sadness...sobbs d speech d teachers gave were lyk sooo damn touching lorrs...hmms ii oso took lots of pics worrs...sry ii dunnoe how to upload it...hehes ii m a comp toopid marrs...hmms still learning la...yay grad nite ishh on 28 dec..hehehes confirm le..yay hahahahas looking forward to it worrs...hhaix gonna miiss d sch,fwens n teachers dere so much!!!

ii had 4 years of fun & ii m sooo gonna miiss it!! sobbs ii will come back visit de!!! hahahahas

ii was late 2dae again...hehehes sry worrs...hmms but must tNx miie uncle, he gave miie a lift hahas tNx tNx...hmms 2dae dardar gave miie a reallie niice supprise worrs...hahaas he bought miie roses!! sooo happy siia...hahas he gave miie 3 blue roses...hmms tiink it means 'ii love u' bahhs...den aft tat miie, dardar n zhang tai took cabby to taka...hehehehes tNx sooo much to zhang tai, he treat us eat 'fei cui' worrs...wahahahahahahahas its soo yummy worrs...hahahahas sooo niice...we eat till damn full okiies?/. hahahhahas den aft tat we walked to far east...sooo paiiseh siia cus ii was holding on to tat bouquet of flowers hahahas sooo manii ppl looking siia... hahahs ii bought a nice black blouse at far east n dardar bought d stud forr miie!! yay tmr gg to pierce hahahas...hmms den aft tat we went to ktv party world...lols` sooo dardar & zhang tai sing till sooo cute siia...hahahahs took quite a few funnie pics...hmms den miie n dardar took some pics too...hehehehes pics tat ii will alwaes treasure di...aft tat we walked to cine cus dardar sae he wan buy miie another blouse...den aft tat we took neoprints worrs...hehehehehes ii love d pics lots lots worrs...hahahahahas although gorrt 1 pic look ait werid la..hahahas but nvm la...aft tat we said bye to zhang tai den we rushed off to mit kim der all forr buffet...wAh dardar n ii nearly lost siia...hahahahas in d end we made it...hmms d food was okiies lorrs...d chocolate was fantastic worrs...yummy siia...hhaix but halfway though, ii found out smth tat made miie very angry lorrs...hhaix y must euu alwaes do tiish worrs...hhaix ii believe euu nehhs...den euu lidat hhaix kanna cheated lorrs...hhaix at first was damn angry but aft tat became freak sadd lorrs... hhaix ii cried quite alot otw home...hhaix was sooo sadd...

but overall, ii guess d dae was nearly perfect bahhs...mayb if some thgs did nortt happen it wld hab been even better bahhs...

21 oct

2dae ii went to far east to mit kim...tsk tsk she was late again...hahahas bth alwaes lidat de...tsk tsk hahahas den aft tat we went to get our piercing!!! woots` at last ii gortt it le...sooo happy siia...hmms it was kind of pain lorrs...but d guy's cuteness 'blew it away' hahahahas no la jkjk... hmms aft tat we walked around forr awhile den we ate long john...wah sooo long nv eat le lorrs...hahahas finish le...den we took cabby agaiin go mit d guys to study...hey hey ii reallie did study abit okiies?/. hahahahas sooo funnie siia wen we were dere...OMG den smth happened!!

hahahas ii gortt such a shock/supprise tat ii 'stone' forr awhile lorrs...OMG miie dardar ishh d sweetest~!!! hehehehehes he felt badd abt ytd sooo he gort someone sent miie a bouquet of 15 pink roses gib miie worrs...hahahas we were at macs sooo as euu can guess it was reallie quite embrassing...but nvm ii enjoyed d attention thank u!!! hahahahas 15 roses means ii m sry worr... omg ii love him to bits le~!!! muacks muacks muacks~ hehehehes =D

ii will nv forget tiish dae de lorrs...hahas oya special tNx to kim worrs....hahahas euu sld now y la...hmmms aft tat we went to d arcade to play some games...aiiyo shi damn psps de lorrs...cus d bouquet was lyk sooo big den sooo manii ppl looking hahahahas somemore aft tat ii go timah find him tat tyme gortt 2 kids were lyk wondering y ii had sooo manii flowers hahahas ii tiink walking in town wif d flowers better lorrs...ii told miie mummy abt d flowers n all...hahahahas n ii tiink she has approve of some sort la...hahahas nvm la...it may take some tyme before she actually let miie go into bgr...hahahas oh lovely dae =D

[][]*xiiao-viianQueeniie*

signing off--*

life before Os

hhais what a boriing dae...shii siians de lorrs...hhaiis mock exams everydae, tiink everyone will oso siians de marrs...hmms ytd ii went to watch world trade centre with him...omg e show iish sooo touchiing...hahahas ii cried quite abit but it felt great hahahas...tiink smth wrong wif him de...nv kanna touched by d show leii...tsk tsk

after watching d show, he sent miie hm...omg den watched princess hours!! ahhhh sooo niice hahahhas gonna go crazy abtt it le!! hmms aft tat ii hadd to go studyy le...siians worrs...hmms how ii wiish ii gortt a smarty brain sooo tat ii nid nortt worrk sooo hardd to get good grades...oh well yoo badd forr miie lorrs...suffering siia...

2dae was a ok-ok dae bahhs...hmms nttin much happened 2dae except d canteen ishh lyk NO LIFE!!! OMG lorrs...all stalls except d noodle n drinks stalls were opened lorrs...hahahas suntie must hab made alot of $$ 2dae de la..siince everyone buy food frm her...hahahas but it was nice la..her food...hhaix xiiao juu ate 'chao mien jia dan' ii oso wan siia hhaix budden ii m lyk tryiing harrd too resist cus ii wan look nice for prom niite hehehes can't wait siia...

aft sch went WM with d gurrlls...ate 'mee hoon kuay' 2dae hhas ii lyk d aunty, she sooo xcute. hmms aft tat went walkiing around den at abt 4+ ii went off...ii went to hosipital visit miie grandma...hhaiis seeing her lidat makes miie realli sadd siia...ii wiish ii could help out but hhaiis ii can't. felt sooo useless. siians reallie hope she will b ok soon...hhaiis

love her lots~

QueeniieVIIAN[][]vanilla.

signing off--*

sry long tyme no update..

Omg wad a stressful mth tiish ishh gonna b manns...siians siia...omg can't wait till miie Os ishh over...hahahahahas yay den aft tat ii can gooo outties with no negative comments frm miie parents!

damn tired siia...sooo manii work left un-done...sooo manii thgs left unsaid.. hmms the world ishh changing everydae n recently manii thgs hab happenn...goshh ii m nort soo surre abt some thgs but ii tiink ii sld nort reallie go bother cus miie exams r wads important to miie rites now...

if euu hab smth to sae to miie...come to miie!! nort behind miie can?/. its just sooo low la...hmms okiies tats all...

ii won't b blogging for lyk quite a while sooo sry forr d dead blog hahas =p

___*xiiao-viian[][]vanilla.dollie

signing off.